August 7, 2008

• I am trying to be patient, to wait and prepare, to meditate and focus.  In reality I feel like screaming, spinning around until I fall down, and laughing until I cry.  Time is moving slowly yet still too fast, as it can only do when something big and important is coming.  I'm not sure I am ready for this, I am not sure I really fully understand what I am getting myself into. 

  I am sure however that I made the right choice, and the one that God wanted me to make.

  So I wait, I try to be ready, and slowly I have started to realize that I am scared (censored) and also excited out of my mind at the same time and might feel like that for a very long time.

  Thanks for the prayers friends- I can feel them.

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